I always look for evidence that I am a nobody....that I don’t deserve to be loved... or that I’m not living up to my full potential....and I never knew what I was missing deep inside....
We can learn even from our pain, but living in the darkness we can be hurt even with warm feelings...doing the best for the one we love..even trying be just a good friend..but never being good enough...so we need learn live without that one......and in that moment I believe I not only lost......but find what I was missing...maybe for feel a terrible pain...but can we measure pain intensity?... in the end it just hurt...no matter what...no matter how much you think you love somebody...words never will be enough to show that...only you can really feel how much she means to you....and maybe...she'll never notice...or care.
Have a nice weekend~
Thank you so much and may you also have a wonderful week!